Saturday, March 14, 2009

My boyfriend is Married

I always loved u. I just never knew how to tell u, from your deep voice to your caramel skin, I always thought one day in the future I would finally come to my senses and let you have the chance you wanted with me. But its 4yrs later and you are very happily married. For the rest of my life I am going to wonder what we could have been like, or even if we didn't work how would it had been to be your woman. The time has passed though and I am glad you are happy. But after 5 years of waiting, the dick was soooo good, I think I caught those feelings all over again!

Please note if you came to this blog to judge me, go somewhere! You fucking with the wrong bitch!

This is.a true story. My new "boyfriend" is married.I knew him before he was married and never paid him attention, it was my own ego! I didn't know that men of his stature were freaks like me! But little did I know its a freak in EVERYONE. We reconnected on Wednesday and were fucking on Thursday.

All these years I waited and now he is married! Last night,he gave me so many orgasms I can't even count them. He kissed me like he was my man and held me like I have been longing to be held.

Its Saturday and he is still heavy on my mind! I can't stop thinking what if?! He wants me to stay around! He wants me to be there for him. He even asked me if I would be "faithful" to him! How in the world do I stay faithful to a man that is married.

A man that has never cheated and is paranoid to even text me around anyone. He speaks about his wife like she is an angel and I respect the love they share. But the connection that he and I have is undeniable.

Its only been a couple days since we reconected but I'm heartwrenching because I suddenly am feeling like I'm making crazy decisions. Yes I'm a ruthless ass bitch who
Usually doesn't catch feelings for anyone. Especially a married man or a silent partner. But in this situation its totally different! I could be married to him if I actually acted like I cared years ago!

I'm not stressing it anymore. He says I'm his girlfriend. And that alone shows he cares about me just as much as I do him! He is not going to leave his wife! I'm not a dumb bitch! But the steady flow of guap and dick are keeping my mind at ease.

I'm so far in and its only been 3 days!

-i haven't blogged in weeks! Imade a pledge to stop fucking my current line up! They are not worth it! Even Bear got the pinkslip! Its time for men to be on my level. Even if you are just a "fuck" or a silent partner I need u to please me EVERYTIME no laziness!!

Until next time(ill be talking about my new roster of women) I am....
SBF Atlanta


maylady84 March 15, 2009 at 12:38 AM  

OMG! i just got outta this EXACT SAME situation!! known him for 6 years!!! trust me. i am speaking from experience. RUN in the other direction. it ain't worth it honey. I'm not judging you, i'm giving you friendly advice from the bottom of my heart. It will turn into a nasty, worthless, time consuming situation.

I "brokeup" with him and the fool still calls, writes, texts even comes by my place unannounced! sends flowers etc. he's obsessed. i'm contemplating gettn a restraining order! only thing that's stopped me is that we were friends and I don't want to cause anymore pain or grief to his wife than i already have.

I wish you the best of luck in this situation, honey. cause I know how you feel...

Lola Sims March 15, 2009 at 7:38 AM  

Bear got the pink slip!!!!! WHYYYYYYY I thought we liked him a little bit!

Lex Boogie March 15, 2009 at 3:31 PM  

Damn girl .. I felt this one . So close to home for me years ago I can see you out my window *waves* lmao

Unbreakable March 16, 2009 at 10:00 PM  

lol great story, i wanted to blog about something like this but i don't get the drive to,I am a guy and i totally know what your talking about,sex is a very crazy thing it could rive u crazy trust me. All the best with this one.

Young Mogul April 10, 2009 at 3:01 PM  

Jesus Jesus, I was in a situation similar to this, I was dating my college sweetheart past 3 and a half yrs. I met this other chick, an exotic dancer from around the way. I never told her about my woman at home. Until the day she saw us hugged up shopping, man I think she wanted to cut my dick off. She was so evil, I mean she had known of her but I guess it's different when you see it for urself. Having those 2 in the same room, I think I died a bit inside, the 2 realizing I was dating them both kept replaying in my head, what if! I had to let it go...

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